Following my Heart to Italy
In the early days of January I asked God if he would show me something new this year. Like a new insight or a new way of looking at where I’ve been.
But I didn't really expect the answer that came.
Over the holidays I registered for an online course called Becoming: The Unfolding of You, hosted by Jeanne Oliver, an artist I discovered along the way of my blogging journey.
More than 5,000 women signed up to be inspired by the stories of women in this series who listen for the ways God speaks to their hearts.
Last week I listened to Laura McCollough’s story. She’s an artist in southern California who hosts creative retreats through France and Italy.
She said she had planned to launch a faith aspect with her art retreat in 2016, but she felt like God didn’t want her to wait and she should do it this year.
So this was the year she was combining faith with art on her retreat in July to Lake Como, Italy, and she couldn’t wait to see who God nudged to come along.
My head jerked up at her words and my heart skipped a beat.
I wasn’t even sure why I was interested.
I’m not an artist and I was dreaming of a return trip to Paris, not Italy.
But all weekend I couldn’t get the trip out of my mind so I emailed Laura. Her warm and welcoming words in reply to my questions, along with my prayers confirmed it. This trip was for me.
I’m following my heart to Italy this summer.
This will be exciting, making art and experiencing Italy, the land of my heritage.
I grew up eating pasta and listening to the stories of my father’s Italian family, always seasoned liberally with drama.
Since my dad’s mother died when he was young, the family folklore was that his mother was the quiet, completely reasonable one, compared to her slightly crazy sisters.
I was always a little afraid of his boisterous aunts since my mother had once witnessed them yell and slap each other after arguing, then in the next breath calmly continue their conversation as if nothing had happened at all.
Since my mother is not Italian, I feel certain I have only half the tendencies toward the dramatic that I could have inherited {although if you ask my sister, she may say I have a little more}.
But that's who I am.
I’m going to see if I can recognize myself among the Italians I meet this summer. I want to listen to their stories and look into their eyes.
And I wonder if I could learn just enough Italian to send you a word of the day from my heart to yours.
Just in case I had any doubts that this trip was for me, I’m also spending two days in Milan, which just happens to be the fashion capital of the world.
Hello Italy! I can’t wait to meet you.
I'm linking up with my friends at Holley Gerth's place at Coffee for Your Heart and with Bonnie Gray at the Faith Barista. Come on over and pour yourself a cup of coffee while you read more inspiring blog posts!
More than 5,000 women signed up to be inspired by the stories of women in this series who listen for the ways God speaks to their hearts.
Last week I listened to Laura McCollough’s story. She’s an artist in southern California who hosts creative retreats through France and Italy.
She said she had planned to launch a faith aspect with her art retreat in 2016, but she felt like God didn’t want her to wait and she should do it this year.
So this was the year she was combining faith with art on her retreat in July to Lake Como, Italy, and she couldn’t wait to see who God nudged to come along.
My head jerked up at her words and my heart skipped a beat.
I wasn’t even sure why I was interested.
I’m not an artist and I was dreaming of a return trip to Paris, not Italy.
But all weekend I couldn’t get the trip out of my mind so I emailed Laura. Her warm and welcoming words in reply to my questions, along with my prayers confirmed it. This trip was for me.
I’m following my heart to Italy this summer.
This will be exciting, making art and experiencing Italy, the land of my heritage.
I grew up eating pasta and listening to the stories of my father’s Italian family, always seasoned liberally with drama.
Since my dad’s mother died when he was young, the family folklore was that his mother was the quiet, completely reasonable one, compared to her slightly crazy sisters.
I was always a little afraid of his boisterous aunts since my mother had once witnessed them yell and slap each other after arguing, then in the next breath calmly continue their conversation as if nothing had happened at all.
Since my mother is not Italian, I feel certain I have only half the tendencies toward the dramatic that I could have inherited {although if you ask my sister, she may say I have a little more}.
But that's who I am.
I’m going to see if I can recognize myself among the Italians I meet this summer. I want to listen to their stories and look into their eyes.
And I wonder if I could learn just enough Italian to send you a word of the day from my heart to yours.
Just in case I had any doubts that this trip was for me, I’m also spending two days in Milan, which just happens to be the fashion capital of the world.
Hello Italy! I can’t wait to meet you.
I'm linking up with my friends at Holley Gerth's place at Coffee for Your Heart and with Bonnie Gray at the Faith Barista. Come on over and pour yourself a cup of coffee while you read more inspiring blog posts!
This trip sounds like an amazing experience. I can't wait to follow you to Italy through your blog. (Or on my walking FaceTime tour!)
ReplyDeleteBree,
DeleteYes, I will have you safely tucked in my travel bag -- via FaceTime -- and yes I am working on liking FaceTime more! :)
By the time Italy gets here, you'll have your "Bree in a Bag" safely secured to a selfie stick ready to show me all the sights!! :)
DeleteI want to say NEVER to a selfie stick but so many times I have had to eat my words, I am reluctant to say so! However, Bree in a Bag is oh-so-hilarious! LOVE it!!!
DeleteHow exciting! This sounds like a truly amazing trip, I am so happy to see you following your heart to such a wonderful place! I cannot wait to hear about these adventures! You are always trying something new and exciting, it's inspiring!
ReplyDeleteBrittany,
DeleteHopefully there will be lots of pasta involved too, on this adventure! :)
Oh that sounds divine! There are blessings in married life, but there are also many blessings in single life. I'd say this trip is one of them! I pray that you enjoy every moment as you are filled with the mystery of God's awesome ways!
ReplyDeleteJenni,
DeleteYour words are so true and I the them to heart! Thanks for your encouragement!
How wonderful and exciting!!! Wow! Can't wait to read all about your trip. God is a God of pleasant surprises isn't He?
ReplyDeleteAlecia,
DeleteHe is! Just when I think there isn't more to know, there's a new side of him to discover and it's truly amazing! Thanks so much for stopping by, friend!
Thanks for inviting us on the journey with you, Valerie. I just love stopping by along the way ...
ReplyDeleteThanks Linda -- so grateful for your encouragement!
DeleteWow - how exciting and wonderful! :) Encouraging to me to hear how God heard your heart and met you there! I am looking forward to "going" to Italy through your blog and seeing it through your beautiful eyes!
ReplyDeleteSusie,
DeleteThank you for always encouraging my heart with YOUR beautiful words, friend! Love having you cheering me on! :)
My name is Janine new to your blog.
ReplyDeleteWow! you doing what I have been looking for and wanting to do. I am not so brave yet to try doing things by my self.
It sounds amazing. I follow Stephanie on and off and amazed that I missed this. Enjoy
Welcome Janine! Thanks so much for dropping by and I hope you consider doing the retreat. I can't wait to meet Laura, Stephanie and Jeanne -- they are all amazing artists! So grateful for your encouragement!
DeleteValerie,
ReplyDeleteI had chills on my arms and a smile on my face reading this! God is SO interesting sometimes! I think you will LOVE Itally! I dream of going there actually...maybe one day I can learn from your adventure and make the trek! I love art too so I SO look forward to hearing more of your journey! Love, love, love this! Jennifer
Jenn,
DeleteOh you said -- God is so interesting -- I just love that! He's way beyond our imaginations! Me making art? I can't wait to try it! So so grateful friend, for your company on this journey! :)
Valerie--
ReplyDeleteWe're neighbors on Bonnie Gray's linkup today. This is inspiring. Yesterday, I was rejected by Poetry magazine. A magazine I have been dreaming would say yes. And if I'm honest, I've been dreaming a magazine that publishes in print, has a wider audience, and pays would say yes. It seems ridiculous to me admitting it to someone I don't. This happened a day after I poured my heart to God. Another magazine wrote back last night, but I'm not sure I can handle another "no." Last night when I cried to God about it, I said I wanted to give up dreaming. But, he just keeps whispering: I withhold no good thing. And he didn't withhold Italy from you. :)
I'm sorry this comment is a mess.
These words of yours were very powerful, "But those very circumstances of dashed hopes, unmet expectations, and the long days of waiting are what give me the opportunity to experience God in a way that others may not, whose lives are happily humming along." I agree wholeheartedly. My struggle is different from yours, but I am learning that God often works through our heartache, not in spite of it, to draw us closer to Himself. Sometimes the most difficult circumstances are the greatest blessings.
ReplyDeleteEnjoy your adventure,
Kamea
(I am newly sharing my story of healing from childhood abuse at incrementalhealing.wordpress.com
I would love it if you'd stop by and share your thoughts)
Hi Kamea,
DeleteThanks for stopping by and yes, so many times our most difficult days bring us closer to him!
Valerie-
ReplyDeleteWe're neighbors on Bonnie Gray's linkup today. This is encouraging. Yesterday, I was rejected from Poetry magazine. After months of waiting and hoping maybe a yes.
it's been a dream to be included along with other poets who are sharing their work with a larger audience. Outside of smaller journals, If I'm honest, I would like to get paid too, even though I know it's much more difficult for a poet than others who write poetry/novels. After the rejection, another magazine emailed about a contest I entered. I don't want to read it. I already spent most of night crying despite his whisper: I withhold no good thing. This happens a day or so, after telling God I'd like to hear back. I didn't expect to hear back from this second until May, maybe April. I also don't want to cry anymore.
But he didn't withhold Italy from you. That's an amazing opportunity and shows me God answers prayers, even if we're tired of dashed hopes. I pray he loves you in brand new ways on this trip. And captivates you with his art :)
Rejection is not an easy thing! It's difficult to find what God has for us in disappointing circumstances but often if we wait and trust him, we'll see what he has for us. Praying for you!
DeleteAh, Valerie! A retreat in Italy! Please pack me in your bag and take me along! I look forward to reading your stories and insights! I'm your neighbor today at Beloved Brews! SO excited when I saw you next to me!
ReplyDeleteEllen,
DeleteI'm taking reservations for those who want to go along with me, packed in my bag (haha)! Loved being your neighbor at Bonnie's place too and always enjoy your perspective on things!
I am smiling so big for you right now! That will be amazing, and I am glad you stayed patient. I can't wait to see your pictures and hear how it goes!
ReplyDeleteThank you Sarah! It's going to be an adventure!
DeleteThis is so exciting. I would follow you straight to Italy :). I can't wait to see the pictures you post on this blog.
ReplyDeleteKay of Pure & Complex
www.purecomplex.com
Kay,
DeleteI will! Your travel posts inspire me, friend! :)
I'm so excited for you, this will be the trip of a lifetime.. If I could get away I'd join you. It's just my sort of escape.. art and all those wonderful people! I'm envious:) xxx
ReplyDeleteBarb,
DeleteThank you so much -- I love it when you visit my corner of the internet! I hope you saw your cake I baked in the last post -- love your art and beauty that you share with us!
You're gonna love it! And it's my belief that we're all artists in one form or another and what more beautiful place to let that unfold. :)
ReplyDeleteDianne,
DeleteLove that thought that we are all artists -- I guess I'll find out! 😊 welcome to the blog family old friend!